And it's not just that - what happened to make me give in so much? Am I too much of a people-pleaser? I don't feel like one, but am I really the one to ask about that? I don't think I'm a perfectionist, but I've had multiple people over the years tell me that I am.
I'm quite sure I have a backbone - I stand up pretty straight, so I know there's one in there. How do I bring it out in the open?
Happy New Year. Here's to hoping for a stronger will, at times.